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Wow, it's been what..*counts* 7 months since i last wrote int his thing...wow it's been a while...well em and victor broke up 6 months ago(july 26), like a week after he came back from mexico, i came out in my friend SnoFlakes' 15(august 6), my freind Jaxz had a sweet 16(july 16)... my uncle and his family died in august 22, october 28 my uncle gonzalo died after surgury.. um christmas was okay... it was like boring.. new years was like megh, not too exciting... um i joined drill team back in october... yeah we had a performance not too long ago... um tomorrow's valentines day and i ahve no valentine..as always... vany's going out with ramon.. um jackie and randy split like a month after me and victor, um laura's still going with ym brother(they're so cute), stph's going with this one 11 grader, um well things are very confusing now-a-days..i don't know what i really want. I was struggling last semester w/ all that was happening...i'm in a.p. and yeha it's a butt-kicker.... but yeah i'm lost between victor and paco...it's like AH! ...victor's kewl but so is paco...i know victor cares about me but i'm not sure if he still wants to give us another chance and with the whole apco thing i don't even know what's going on...like i tried but i don't think it's going to work out with either guys, is hould just give up...at least give up at Animo... like i want a boyfriend but i don't think ym hearts ready for it... well on friday we(the crew) went tot he moobies and victor and i went to go see the pink panther and the rest went to go see final destination 3, yeah... i don't know what the future has for me but i hope it's good things cuz i don't know if i can take nay more bad news, yeah,i've just been like blah, erika got pregant and had her baby like 2 weeks ago, the little one has to stay at the hospital becasue it was born premature, i want to see her already, they named her Rosa Alejandra. yeah..can't wait to see her..erika is now 150 pounds she used to weigh 110 before the baby..things have just been so screwed up..i just want someone to come and change things around for me... make me looka t the positive things in life...a boost... okay i'll leave now!

-Karina